What kept me from bed?

I'm tired. The bedroom is cool. but what kept me from sleep?


why am i still awake at this hour? this question keep on bugging my mind, at least for the past 4 hours.


there is a small wee garden on the balcony in our home. its a small area, where we grow our own green vegs and plants. some flowers. nice.


I can water them while i'm at it. thinking.


#thug#


Oh, i forgot that i put the kettle on. Thats the kettle done for boiling. its for my mint tea, my servitude at time like this- where i am totally lost in control. and that annoying westlife song in the background remind me of Belfast and County Down and Ring of Kerry. Again.


i was so tired, i cant sleep.